distracted

I think my compass is way off.

After watching Freedom Writers, I was so impressed and moved by the movie that I have decided on this: I am going to take a notebook around with me and start writing an actual story. Maybe I would merge between what I have done up until now with my poetry along with it to create a unique experience.

I swear, it's like my mind looks for distractions such as these in moments of intense mental stress like the ones coming up this Tuesday and the coming Saturday.

What am I talking about?

My insurance tests - that's what.

My mind is everywhere right except where it should be. I have to focus. I have to focus. I have to focus. I have to focus.

I have to get me a Coca Cola to help me focus.

God.