everyday is a new challenge

the first few weeks of my new job were an easy breeze because i was still new to my new workplace and i always thought that this was normal and i had this idea in my head that this was not the way the work would be for so long that i was still in the eye of the storm and one day i would feel the superdome off of me..

and i was right...

so now i work a job that deals in being there from 8 in the morning to 7 in the evening for every single day except for thursdays that are a half day and fridays that are an official holiday

i remembered Muscati's blog about having equality in the terms of holidays between the private and government sector and i so feel for it now...it is SO demanding..i swear

the kind of job i deal with has a policy of throwing me in the deep end and asking me to swim whether i know how to or not

but i am glad because its a job that i do very greatly and i am happy with it and so far no complications whatsoever just some very minor ones..

never mind the pay, never mind the pressure that i take in every single day its the meaning of having to do something that's actually not counter productive in your life, to feel you are a productive individual of this life you're living and not an ailing virus that feeds on the host system..

i am not saying that there aren't times i wish i wasn't there...but in an overall perspective, its the challenge that keeps me there