Help!

so what if you're on the verge a big wrong: a BIG biggie. Possibly the highest of them all .... relegiously, socially, logically and anything else that lands with an ending of 'ly'..

And what if you don't want to do it yet you're always called to it by some sort of mystic power telling you it's ok to do it because no one will know but you know that someone else will know one way or another.

And this wrong has big implications and consequences on you and other people if you go through with it and you could end up in jail here and in Hell in the everafter.

.. What do you do then?