Saturday, August 20, 2005

purged dreams (phooey style)

wait a second

just one more second

nope

its not going..

that feeling of feeling blue is just not going.

how stupid am i to feel this way? i should be happy not sad. i should be smiling, laughing not forwning. burns my heart that i feel this way. really does. howcome is it when you feel down and blue that you feel that you're the only one who ever has a problem. like the whole world doesn't matter at all? some crazy dude had jumped to his death in Kuala Lumpur a few days back and it came on the TV news; phooey. Malaysia now allows smokers who have or suspect that they have lung cancer or other related cancer side affects to sew tobacco companies beginning the end of this month; so what? Its not like someone hit them on their hand and told them to buy the stuff and they knew about all the dangers when they started it. Dumbasses. One time a woman sued McDonald's for not telling her that her tea was hot. Its tea for crying out loud. Just another way to get money. Phooey phooey phooey.

Absolute phooey.

2 comments:

Anakin said...

People feel that way sometimes. Read my blog. All I do is complain...

Sleepless In Muscat said...

thanks for the note of affection dude. but seriously - i have heard that you can only go so low to gain the 'high', know what i mean?

i guess i haven't hit ground bottom yet...what's more worse than feeling totally depressed about everything and anything that's around you?

i meet a chic, i dig her a lot and i felt that we understood each other quite well. apparently i was wrong.

makes you hate life more than you hate it in any moment of time..

damnit