anger

I'm angry.

Angry at all the opportunities that I have missed because of my foolishness. Of my stupidity over the years that I could have had a better way to dealing with things instead of having to become where I am today.

My choices, yes.

But my choices need a little winding up from now on; because, there is no evident fact that they will ever help me on the way unless I say yes to them and see the end results. So matters in this field will have to be thrust in the first gear, per say. They will have to 'see the light of day' and not a minute too soon.

So, from now on, taking opportunities, no matter where they are as long as they can be in within my grasp is a necessity to become more happier with my life. To achieve more. And to gain much more. Instead of contemplating on the why, who, what, when and hows.

It's time to fight back and with full force.