Friday, March 09, 2007

torture


There was a time in my life when I thought I was going to be somebody. That I would become someone who is responsible, attainable towards different affairs and different matters that no matter how escalated they were, they would always come through for me to the light at the end of the tunnel - so to speak.

There was a time when I thought that I can become responsible for myself and my doings. That I would day host a family of my own and become the 'man of the house' for a change instead of having to depend on other people.

I got through several years of sickness to the point that it matters no longer.

I got through heartbreaks and forgot about pas bad experiences only to teach me how to avoid similar future mistakes.

I got through most of what life had thrown my way.

But this is by far the worst ever torture I can ever live through having to live without.

6 comments:

Anonymous said...

You are still young to give up your dreams! Be optimistic and keeping trying :)

moviemania said...

Exactly, you still have your life ahead of you.. don't give up, life is absolutely unpredictable. Don't underestimate it yet.

Balqis said...

Ali
stop talking as if you were the only to suffer in life
There are times we must keep tears aside and fight

Sleepless In Muscat said...

Anonymous & Balqis:

Who said anything about giving up?

I am just expressing myself and the way I feel these days, that's all.

moviemania:

Didn't we talk about this already and established that I wouldn't get upset anymore? Or do you not remember? :o)

Shaykhspeara Sha'ira said...

Salam ya sleepless! Just dropped by to say hi, been a long time.

We plan we plan, c'est la vie. I know how you feel, but on we go with life, even so.

Sleepless In Muscat said...

Shaykhspeara Sha'ira:

Heyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy, welcome back, you!

Long time no hear!

Where have you been and what have you been up to all this time?

C'est la vie is probably a term meant to make us lose out on hope. I would never give up on hope unless I am made to.