Blood, Gore & Pain

For the last few days, I have been feeling quite depressed, even though that when I do go out I tend to forget whatever it is that is making me feel depressed.

Before that, also, I have had a condition whereby my nose bleeds heavily for no apparent reason accompanied by a throbbing sensation in my forehead, that, if touched, strikes utter pain.

I don't want to tell the doctor about this so I don't end up in the hospital again, nor do I want to tell my family about it either.

I just want to live a normal life.

Is that too much to ask for?