I don't know what's worse; teaching yourself the fundamentals of life that you try so hard to get accustomed to or identifying with the fact that you are in yourself a unique individual that no matter what anyone would say or do can ever attempt to change you in anyway they may think is possible.
Some people think they have you all figured out from the start - somewhat like an open book. However, it is those open books that you immerse yourself so deeply into that you would end up with the shock of your life: that there's always a twist of fate within.
I have learned that I should never assume and that if there should ever be something that I don't understand that I would go ahead and ask about it even if it seems a bit too obvious for me (which, again, would be a presumption on my part). Therefore, keeping my thoughts to myself no matter how badly I would like to share them with.
But in the even that I am presumed something else than what is truly in my nature.
So, then, why is it that people around me feel the need to dampen that mood just to fulfill that yearning desire to say what they feel about me, presume what they will about me, and spread the false lies about me, when they don't know me at all?
Friday, May 04, 2007
Posted by Sleepless In Muscat at 02:47